This post is dedicated to my Army best buddy Yap Choon Yong..

Still remember the days during army? When we chiong together.. eat together.. talk cock together.. at night never sleep and chit chat... During that time, maybe without you i can't withstand the training as you always there to cheer me up.. support me in whatever i do.. During the days... you was a strong guy.. tough guy whom always help people around you.. Those whom have problems, you will nevertheless walk over and consult people.. You was a great help.. and the others think so too..

But now.. you have leave us on 03/11/2007 6am... You decided to leave the world.. leaving us for good.. Do you know.. on 02/11/2007, i hurry rush over to hospital after i received your news... When Lai tell me that you are in hospital... i seriously don't really believe him.. but after awhile i realise the seriousness of it.. I hurry change and run down.. finding the fastest cab and rush down to CGH immediately. Inside my mind.. hoping that you are well.. hoping that nothing will happen to you... I have alot of things inside my mind which i wanted to tell you... But.. once i reach ICU.. and saw you.. lieing on bed motionlessly.. i realise.. realise that even if i have hundreds, thousands or even millions of words to tok to you.. But then.. i can't think well, i can't spoke well... the fears all hit my brain.. My heart hurts.. really hurts... regret that i rarely contact you.. if i got contact you.. maybe this will not happen at all.. Why why why... why the happy-go-lucky Yap gone... Why... why.. why i can't hear ur voice anymore.. i wanted to hear you call me "xiao baiiiiiiiiii, xiao baiiiiiiiiii". Last time i really don't like people to call me this... But now.. i don't have the chance anymore.. "遗憾没有好好的珍惜他, 现在已来不及了".

Yap my good friend.. my best buddy.. please rest in peace.. Platoon 2 & especially me will miss you forever.. i will remember the memories that you leave with me.. Yap... yap... yap... i will miss you forever... will never forget in my life.. i get to know you... bye... bye... plz.. leave in peace..