Hmm... found a song very nice... here's the link to the lyrics lolz... tired to blog... zzzzzz --> link

2007 new year is coming, here's my resolution for the next year!! Hmm.. found this pictures during working as it suddenly popup in my computer -.-" Come let's all lose weight together! Hmm... today unable to wake up again... late for 1 hour... $6 fly away. Really in need of a lot of $$ for my trip to genting.. getting more and more poor already... Next month still need to pay $200++ to my father for the washing machine at home -.- buy new one for mama.. Yesterday just paid my $77++ bill OMG... next year really can lose weight le.. eat grass.. -.-

Haiz... natural disaster again and it happen in a country that i like which is Taiwan, hope to go there but no money go.. quite a serious disaster till Singapore internet was disrupt by it. Make me very bored at work because the internet got problem, cannot check air ticket, cannot check mails and chit chat on MSN. Boring at work.. see the screen and see my company program for about 12hours++ like that. Sianz le... haiz.. today work still ok, just that the customers keep on keep on asking the same old stupid question although their mind know that it's going to be full!! they just wanted to test their luck but i just shattered it! Without checking my system, straight away say Don't have!!! What other dates also don't have!! Wonder tomorrow also got same problems or not. Waste my saliva on them. -.-"

Tomorrow working at 10am again hope can wake up.. cannot wake up also must pull myself up... going to be a new year soon.. Hope to earn more $$, but kind of being force my mother to buy a new washing machine for her? Haven even get my permission then she go tell my father that my father and i pay half half for her washing machine. OMG... $200++ gone again... Need to work quite long then can earn back $200 le... but bo pian... mother yang me till so big already, guess need to pay back le... As soon as i started working outside.. guess some of my pay will go to her pocket ba.. haiz... chiong work ar.... new year coming. Hope next year will be a better year... This year just don't seen good to me... haiz... projects all haven started do... guess go school tio scolded by teacher ba... hack care about my project.. no time do... work work go out ba... Don't know whether this year countdown i got go celebrate or not.. guess maybe celebrate alone zzzzZzzz... -.-"

Yesterday went out at night then meet colleague go to The Cathey watch Eragon. Before reaching the cathey, colleague suggest that he go buy the snow flakes & the ribbon can as it's christmas eve and he can play around with it shoot here and there. Use it on some of my colleagues, they sort of being scared by it. Hmm... but do these kind of things got bao yin one de le lolz.. After the show.. Hmm.. overall a nice show, think will have part 2 so look forward to it lolz. Guess the "bai yin" come in after that, colleague went over to toilet and both the cans are with me but left one which still has enough to play around. When he came back, my supervisor squeeze as much as he can on him, guess he tio sudden attack ba lolz.. Was laughing around as i was not the victim =x. I'm always the good guy =p.

Celebrating Christmas so not going home early and no need to go work on Christmas day, so walk around Dhoby Ghaut then found a place with a few pub over there. So they decided to drink beer over there and chit chat, nothing much just chit chat and play some card game, basically loser just need to drink beer.


Just some gamblers out there lolz...


Oops whose hand?


My 2nd cup -.-" OMG.. cannot take it.. my world shaking..

Basically after the drinking & chit chat session, was already late reaching 4am+. Was walking around to find cab going home. Once i stand up, felt dizzy and abit of headache. OMG... world really shaking but not that serious actually. Still know what I'm doing actually... Hmm... reach home at 4am++ and guess i sleep at 5am++. Tired... headache ah!!

Today wake up quite early at 9am++ unable to sleep.. don't know why but i think it's the alcohol inside my body and the headache -.-. Wake up then serve the web and see my shows at computer till about 3pm++ then hurry change and go meet friends over at tampines interchange. Meet go celebrate Christmas together as well as watch the movie "Night at the Museum". Book the ticket at Lido the 2100 show. Discuss where to eat on Christmas day, actually it's Oijisan the ramen show, but then in the end when reach over there.. it's close. sianz sianz sianz -.-. Then got one friend decided to go far east eat, walk around far east don't really have any nice food to eat so decided to settle to eat at han's place which is located at 3rd floor.. Expensive but never mind one year one time celebrate christmas!.



Nothing to do take some pictures at Lido.. lolz..

On the way to far east, hmm.... some special events happen and somehow... it manage to trigger the past. Hmm... bad memories just came back but go away very fast =) But guess people feelings do change overtime, don't really get back the feelings as last time already. Haiz.. never mind about that. The show "Night at the Museum", actually i thought is a horror show but it turn out to be a very funny show. Overall is a nice show that able to bring some laughter in me after the sad event is the late evening =x. After the show finish it's late already.. So after the movie directly take MRT back tampines. MRT reaches tampines fast but then waiting for the one and only bus 291 was very long, i think waited about 10mins++. ARGH... other coach already come for the 2nd time and my bus haven come!! Guess need to complain soon... So tired.. guess not enough sleep after blogging guess hurry go bath and sleep le.... Tomorrow working at 10am.. Hope i can wake up =Þ maybe some good soul can morning call me up? a hint? =D

Hmm.. today is christmas eve.. A day for a big celebrations but think that people like me are lonely lo.. Now weather outside very cold.. Keep on raining and raining.. Just like what my heart is now =x but more heavily ba.. lolz! Actually wanted to go work today but then christmas eve.. somemore no double pay for what.. somemore yesterday althought late for work but then at night left a few staffs only and have to work all the way instead to 2330. First time checking more then 1 1 coach.. Hmm.. experience.. But guess this job not going to work longer, maybe just for another few months.. Maybe till my graduation and found a suitable full-time job for me.

Maybe can consider it after my company Dinner & dance celebration. Hmm.. go enjoy first ba... After graduation.. Don't know can get what kind of job, but if working.. not going to work anything related to the studies that I'm studying now... Guess I'm not suitable for engineering, lolz... guess i wasted a lot of years of study just wasting my time. Should be studying part-time and work full-time after graduation, guess going to be tough but need to be strong :)

Today christmas eve and guess I'm going to be alone again for 22years ba, haha xi guan le.. Don't know whether later going out celebrate or not... keep on raining and raining.. so cold.. This year not quite a good year for me.. Maybe next year will be better for me ba. Nothing much.. Merry Christmas to everyone out there!! :)

Here's the picture taking during that day after work... Since like i look like the youngest LOLZ =x Go DXO clubbing but it turn out to be a disappointing day. Never but kind of enjoy my food over at mustafa there and the mid-night shopping with a lot of indians already =x. Cannot talk much already... wake up at 3pm++ and was suppose to work at 10am!!! OMG... late le... later 4am rush to work... should reach at 5pm ba.. =D

Hmm.. guess because of the 7am to 7pm sleeping. In the end suppose to work at 10am and unable to wake up.. In the end wake up at 12++pm instead, kind of lai chuan till very jialat lo... 12++pm wake up already very struggle for me.. Hurry prepare go work, reach work at 2pm. Don't really have the mood to work, very tired and somemore the customers keep asking the same question like "22th december still got coach available to malaysia" "23th still got coach to malaysia" "29th got coach to malaysia". Keep on asking the same FREAKING question!!, somemore my seat that i'm sitting always got customer one!! Talk till dulan sometimes then show some attitude to the customer but not serious.. Manage to control myself ba..

When about to go home at 10pm, suddenly got 1 indian couple pop up and query me about going to genting by flight~~ (SQ). Walau.. so chim booking sia... but with the help of my colleague, manage to finish at 1030++pm.. but wanted to finish at 10pm actually.. Haiz... but luckily the couple bought from me lo... If talk so long never buy, think will be more dulan lo... But think he very rich lo... go genting already $1610 still say ok sia... pro... somemore like very happy happy like that..

Because of this i left work at 11pm and reach home at around 1130pm... Hurry change my clothes and left house because i am late for supper because i meeting my buddies for supper. Haiz.. sabo lo~~ -.-" Supper about 1am++ and some of them suggest hurry go home play games -.-" actually don't feel like playing.. but A lot of them interested.. so.. "wo bu lu di yu, shuai lu di yu" haha =x. Play game till 5am++ then go sleep sia... OMG... shack out... Hurry go sleep... Being wake up by father at 8am because going hospital see my mother... Today she go operation... But too tired already.. so i later then go... Now just manage to wake up.. Going prepare going hospital le... haiz... stress.. Hope it's success but it's a minor operation... haiz..

Yesterday was not a good day.. but not bad at least got go out with school friends go supper till late late... hope after graduations, will still be in contact with each other.. but guess most of them haven finish army yet so guess 2 years without contact.. haiz.. Army really waste 2 freaking years but lucky i over it already. Wake up morning at 8am++, was raining very heavy.. Then don't feel like going work because it's raining, watch some show at home till about 10am++, seeing the rain was not that heavy then hurry prepare go work.

Reach work at 12pm. Work work all the way to 10pm.. same old things... Colleagues decided to go bedok 85 (FINALLY!!) BUT the worst thing is i cannot go because i going clubbing later -.-. So i pei them walk all the way to lavender MRT and meet my friends as well go eat dinner together. Was raining quite heavy and my friends all don't have umbrella! Ask them to bring and they never bring, so... only i got the umbrella so have to walk here and there to shelter them.. Argh.. tired.. But at least they come lavender pei me go eat lo... Went over to the Golden Mile food court where i always brought my lunch and dinner during work. Nothing much to eat so just anyhow find things to eat.. Eat till about 11pm++ then hurry went over to city hall meet friends go DXO at esplanade. Was raining very heavy but luckily some of them got umbrella.


See the DXO logo... the X is spoiled -.-. One of the most lousiest experience that i ever experience during clubbing... haiz.. don't wish to mention much about it.. After about 3am++, left DXO and headed down to mustafa (don't like what the spelling but it's little india).


Went over there eat supper and chit chat till about 4am. Since now is december le got mid night shopping so go mustafa shopping centre walk walk. walk till about reaching 6pm++ then it's time to go home. Can save the cab $$ so go take bus instead, take bus 23 to tampines interchange and change bus. Reach home about 6am++, hurry bath, change and go sleep~~~ bei tahan ar~~~~ Sleep all the way from 7am to 7pm. Wow... was quite long.. Then after that friend call me to pei him go eat, parents have already tabao for me but never mind lo.. treated it as supper ba. Went down meet friend go eat supper chit chat for a while then go back home. Hmm... Back to work tomorrow?? Ya... should be... -.-"

Ya this week quite tiring.. Work from 10am all the way to 10pm for 2 days.. quite tiring and somemore don't really feel quite well. After the gym at Friday, whole body started to ache and stomach cramp.. And was coughing and sneezing at the same time... cough 1 time sneeze 1 time pain 1 time... A lot of queries for next week and next next week but almost all the hotel and coaches are full, can see their sad face and wasting my time trying to check for them.

Today afternoon got 1 of my staff is very rube to the customer.. in the end the customer come complain to me about it. But i cannot do anything, just help her with her request and helping her write the complain form. Not sure how to write it and cannot write till very jialat because still colleague.. haiz... Wasting my time again still need to think of what to write haiz... Nowadays working getting more and more complain as peak season.. School holidays somemore so almost everyday there will be traffic jam. Bus late, customer dulan, colleague OT, customer kpkb, staff listen to their kpkb and cannot even do anything... argh.. hope peak season hurry over...

As usual 10pm finish work, body felt exhausted on the way home... Reach home at 11+pm, saw my father that just come back from bangkok... Nothing much as no present from him either.. But come back so many things happen haiz... really no mood at all... stress up...

Friday is the last day of school and 3 weeks of holiday again... Thinking of what to do during this holiday?? WORK WORK WORK!! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!! and still got what? Maybe can find sometimes for my project which this project guess going to fail sooner or later ba.. Never ready started much and don't know how to start... Kao wo de peng you le!! =x -.-" Today wake up at... 10am started school, but i was late for class again... imagine last day of school late again... omg... i wake up at 9.30pm sia... Haiz... 3days straight late for school but never mind.. it's the last day of school le...

Just some revision at school.. Revision old topic then ended lesson as usual.. Not much people attend the class as they declare themself holiday on Thursday already.. My group.. only 3 man standing.. all declare off already. Thursday all say want come want come, in the end all never come... fake me sia... -.-" late already should not come lo at home sleep till song song then good... After my lunch at cafe 1... Say goodbye to cafe 1.. will be back in 3 weeks time. Don't really will miss the food as eaten for 1 year ++ already, hungry also will feel sian one lo.. -.-". Meet some friends over at tampines gym as too long never go gym train already... OMG.. admission fee $2.50!! Cheat $$ sia... at school is free.. but then currently still close... Heard that something is lost that why they close since the day when i come back from school... Haiz... a few months never training at gym... Somemore never go running too... getting more and more fatter already... fa fu le !!!!

After a few hours training at gym... headed down to pastamania as usual to eat because got discount.. =x last time classmate is working over there 30% discount~~ so quite worth it ba...


Eaten till half way then suddenly friend want take photo of it... Nice nice... Lol... After eating finish already 5++pm, then it's time to head back home... At home nothing much, must watch some show and play some games with my friends... play all the way till now... so tired... Tomorrow starting of my working days... Work more $$ more... hope i don't break down... peak season somemore.. -.-" Hope everything goes peacefully ba... :)

Was already so late le and tomorrow still got school at 10am... Don't really have the mood to sleep so decided to blog abit. Today basically is a stress day for me, need to plan a class activities with a few classmates. Yesterday raining very heavily.. but not as heavy as what my heart is raining now.. haha!! =x Suddenly wake up at 5am++ due to too cold, it's because of my blanket fall to the ground.. OMG very cold then hurry up take my blanket and wrap around my body and slivering at the same time. In the end wake up at 0940am, whereas my class started at 1030am. OMG!! hurry wash up and chiong to school. Reach school at about 11am and as usual walk in the classroom. Lucky not only me is late.. so guess still ok..

After lesson end at 12pm++, nothing much go have my lunch and slack around for abit. Very jin zhan because later is class activities time. Class start at 1pm, not sure what to do but lucky some of my classmates give some ideas for me and i have prepare last night. Hmm... overall lucky my class all quite cooperating so guess it's quite a success.

Ended at 4pm++, nothing much go home and rest for the day... watch some drama and play some games with my friends... Friday will be the last day of school and holiday is coming.. 3 weeks... Most likely is work work, sleep sleep. Haiz... confirm very tired but need to earn $$ and somemore is peak period... confirm very tired... Guess maybe will get more OFF to rest ba.. Since just now... suddenly become quite moody.. not much mood in playing game or what.. haiz... wondering wondering??? something wrong with me. Maybe is mood swing ba haha =x

Ya today just finish my exam on networking.. and it's the first time that i find a paper that hard till almost all the questions that i don't know how to do at all.. Very stun and sad.. keep on thinking but guess almost all the question i do blindly... Don't even have confident that will pass. Not like last time paper.. all got confident to get good marks.. But this.. haiz.. don't say le.. more sad liao, this subject too hard for me.. time to give up. After the paper, nothing much i can do about it. Just forget it and go have my lunch. Finishing lunch went over to work.. Reach work at 2pm and work all the way to 10pm, not going to work 2330pm anymore.. got kong ju gan already -.-" Already tell them that i not going to work 2330 anymore!! SO don't FORCE me plz!! -.-" Wait i stress till break down then maybe they more happy ba... Stay at workplace till 1015mins++ then go home. Lucky got one semi-deck deluxe class coach going back tampines and i got a free ride home!! The same old thing... fetch my friend home then go all the way back home alone. Everytime the same route and loneliness come in, already think of a lot of things. Hmm... tomorrow another stress day... a class gathering event? Organizer? A few classmates and ME!! OMG... for me as a committee is suay lo. I'm not a good team leader.. Haiz.. tomorrow don't know how.. maybe just shui ji yin bian ba... just another bad day for me... when does my luck come..

Just watch finish my korean drama "Ai Zai Ha Fou". A nice show... very touching... got a lot of sad part but overall is a happy ending and that's what i like... Hmm... now already so late le and i have a networking exam tomorrow... Just started to touch my book.. Guess it's another last minutes of study ba.. Today wake up late again never go attend this subject lesson, maybe got hint i also don't know! Sian guess zhu ding i going to fail already. No time to blog much.. but kind of no mood at all, being force by mother do things i don't like to do, keep on telling me to do, till i cannot take it then say back. Their own problems they settle themself.. Hate doing things that i don't like... argh... Family problems, why must pull me inside.. Guess hitting the books... don't understand it... omg..

Saturday and sunday quite tiring as been working from 10am - 11pm++ All the way to closing... so tired.. school start at 8am but bo pian because a few of my colleagues all coming back on monday morning at 0530am because there's a special departure so there need manpower to check in customer etc etc... No other people to work till 1130pm? So bo pian it has to be me lo... But very suay.. Sunday checking in customer totally cock up!!! 6 PERSONS WAS MISSING FROM THE COACH, AND IT JOLLY WELL LET THE COACH GO!! They said that when the coach arrive, he got com us go tell customer go board the coach, but i can confirm is one thing which is when i was in control of the com handset, i never heard a word about the coach at all !! Feel like very yuan wan lo!! Maybe the coach was not late at all and maybe at that time i was not checking in customer or even hearing the com set to see whether the coach has arrive or not..

Ya... Bus left, 6 customers still at our company side and all this shit we need to settle ourself. Luckily got some of my colleague haven go home so can help settle the problem. 4 person going KUL and 3 person going IPOH.. haiz.. Since it's a executive coach they taking... lucky got a super vip coach going kul at 2230 so refund them the difference between the coach and ask them to board, got 1 group was not happy but i just said to them... "now not the time to complain, now is settle the problem now which is more important now." Ya althought it's our fault, communication breakdown but i felt quite bad.. haiz... maybe that how my job is, settle all this shits! Guess next time i not going to work till 2330 any longer, even if the other people are busy or what, or left the only part timer around? But guess sunday maybe will be my last time working 2330, cannot be xin luan anymore lo... haiz...

Sunday working.. very tired.. keep on coughing and coughing.. don't feel like talking and guess my temper quite bad, felt like shouting but guess as for my own character.. Just keep quiet and ren ren ren... At around evening the time goes very slow, very sleepy felt sleeping.. nothing to do at all... no phone calls and walk in query, just only feeling tired..

After the c**k up, very stress.. went home and try relax.. felt hungry then eat one cup noodles before going sleep. Next day lucky able to wake up go school but then went to school then realise that after my 8 - 10am class, our PE lesson was cancel and i was forgotten about it. OMG... 3hrs++ of rest, haiz.. guess should have pontan my class and sleep till afternoon timing then go school should be better.. My classmates know and he also asking people to pontan together but... he never ask me... so guess i'm not a friend then... guess not important at all great.. well done :)

Just reach work not long ago and saw my email that the standard charter newsletter has send us regarding a few web sites able to check our results etc... So here's my timing for everytime... lolz... guess my timing quite lousy...

Today start school at 10am so can wake up much later at around 8.40pm++. Slowly prepare myself go school but in the end still early reach.. Still got half an hour and was still tired, more worst.. been so tired and frustrated and got friend come and fan me ask me lend him for music player, i say no and he keep on insisting.. Not quite in a good mood but never mind lo.. Guess my temper not good nowadays.. Class till 12pm.. actually is 1pm but teacher always give us have a early break.. After lunch over about to go back class soon.. Then suddenly receive a call from my mother said that she fall down just now and fracture her hand and on the way to hospital.. So i decided to skip my afternoon practical lesson to go down to hospital to help her... At hospital for about 1hr++ then headed down to katong which is at my mother shop because she need to settle something..

Today is such a boring day, felt like sleeping whole day... Class today at 10am... wake up at 9am but lucky manage to reach class on time.. Boring lesson never really listen to his lecture. After that go for lunch at 1pm. Nothing much then go home and rest since my leg still got problem.. At home nothing to do, basically just watch shows, chit chat abit and play some games. Play games till sianz man... Gettting more and more freaked out these days!!

Nowadays my temper getting more and more worst.. Mother keep asking me question till i going to freaked out soon~~ explain to her still don't understand then i totally hack care her lo~~ argh... guess this week is a bad temper week. Don't know why suddenly all my patient has gone.. Maybe due to stress ba... Alot of stress these days... Family... studies... work... many many more... still got another theory exam next week on wednesday.. argh... freaking out soon...

Guess time to find one corner and hide myself.. handphone switch off.. a place for me to rest.. alone... been waiting waiting waiting... but invalid.. -.-"

Hmm... have been already 2 days after my marathon, why my legs haven recover at all... maybe because strain my legs too much? Guess need at least a few weeks to recover ba.. Today able to wake up, not sure why.. Maybe after the run then i kai qiao? Haha nonsense sia.. Reaches school early.. At cafe 1 wait for friend to come and chit chat for a while. When back class and study study again.. boring lo... Especially final year project period, was very very tired.. Keep on yawning and yawning.. Nothing to do at all.. guess deadline coming and still not prepare for it. Stress stress..

But after project class is back to programming class.. That when i was quite happy actually.. Last week Thursday i done a test that i was not confident at all but i scored 90!! Guess last minutes study really helps alot =x Hmm... today just come out pictures that was taken over at the marathon by some camera man... OMG... so ugly sia.... the shack & ugly face , the cramp legs, and the ugly body!! omg... maybe juz post one that can let people see one...

Here's the starting point over at padang 5am++ can find me?


On the way to finish point CHIONG ARRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~


Here's my timing... quite slow like turtle... somemore still got rankings... =D





Haha so many pictures... -.-" this week tiring day... keep on want to sleep haiz...

Just back from the birthday party... hope wC really enjoy the celebrations althought i never really done much.. Just sit there and watch the show.. =D Here's a nice birthday cake~~


Meet them at 6pm over at tampines interchange, went over to pizza hut early as scared that don't have space for the 9 of us, but lucky still got available seats but then we need to wake for our friends as a few of them are late and will reach about 7pm. About 7pm, started to order our foods.. Overall still ok.. 4 large pizza and got drinks and soup.. eaten till very full.. till cannot eaten anymore..


After eating finish the pizza & cake etc... time for the real excitement... Birthday boy should be very happy but our kind of birthday celebration got xi nu ai le one... lolz.. plz refer to the pictures below..


Wo... guess what this is? Hmm.. consider a lot of different kind of stuffs inside.. haha... but after a few minutes of struggle... wC finally still have to drink it all up... totally salute him.. for me i don't dare at all... Nothing much already just hope that wC enjoy his birthday celebrations... nice surprise =D.

Argh... finally i can upload pictures to my blog le!! so happy~~ being trying and trying... time to post some of the pictures i wanted to post...

My zhanpao for the 42km run..



My number tag for the race..


Hmm.... today is a quite tiring day for me.. not because of class is bored, but then is my body condition.. Wake up whole body aching and aching.. but still have the pride as i manage to run finish the race :) Being pulling my leg around with me today.. walk de hao xin ku... endure all the way till finishing of class... well just reach home now... going celebrate wC birthday soon...

Hmm... my blog got some kind of problem, unable to load any pics.. it keep giving me error and error since yesterday. So tired now.. leg very pain want walk also hard.. Tomorrow still got PE lesson guess bring the PE shirt and pant but guess not running.. bth cannot take it.. Today the run like almost want to faint, very xiong then the 21km... -.-" double the distance..

Yesterday before going for the marathon, go over to my friend wC house to stay for the night as taking shun feng che go the starting point of the marathon. Before the marathon my leg already got problem, walk for a while my left leg beginning to be more and more pain. Because of this was worried about it for the whole night as it will affect a lot on my performance of the race. Reach home house at 11++pm. Was playing around with his computer but suddenly realized that i forgotten to bring something important which is the number tag and the device that is use to clock my timing on the shoes. Sianz!! leg already pain already and was late... No bus available.. from pasir ris walk all the way back home which is at tampines.. So far but luckily wC very good pei me walk home then walk back to his house.. A long way home.. leg pain pain.. After taking my tag and back to his house already reaching 2am already. Not enough time to sleep and must wake up at 4am so hurry sleep.. before sleeping eat 2 panadol hope that it will ease the pain of my leg..

Wake up at 4am, was wake up by wC. OMG... my world is shaking.. but hurry prepare my stuff and headed down to padang there and prepare my 42km run!! Still worry about my left leg whether will it be ok to run? 6am start of the race, being to jog slowly.. At first there's still a little bit of pain but endure it since it's a long way.. 42km.. -.-" Run for a while, the pain on left leg not much already... just keep on running and running... Non-stop till about 34km, reaches my limit, really cannot take it or else if i still endure it, guess i will like some other people that fall out during the race because maybe their leg got problems. So stop and rest.. Head very dizzy at that time and both legs cramp... walk for a few distance then walk and run, walk and run.. Saw a lot of people run pass me but hack care it.. Was very tired.. My aimming is the water point... 100 plus drink!! When reaching the water point, run over there take 2 cups, and then slowly walk and drink at the same time to save some enery. the 1km like very far... cannot walk finish one... From 30km all the way to 42km is the most shack part... Felt like dying, give up etc... in the end i still give up at 34km... Walk walk run run all the way till 42km... my time was 4 hours 55 mnutes. Guess was quite slow but at least under 5 hours.. better then nothing.

Was very tired upon reaching the finishing line... saw my CSM and went over and talk to him. Chit chat with him about how's life now. Haha.. not afraid of him already.. last time in army afraid of him lo... see him must siam! Waiting for friends to arrive then went over the marina square macdonald have our lunch, all of us legs are very pain and walk like old man... but i'm already old man le.. walk very slow and painfully... Not much appetite because the only thing inside my mind is hurry go home wash up and go sleep... reach home at about 3++pm, hurry wash up go sleep... Sleep till 7pm.. leg become more and more pain.. Argh... want walk also hard.. Force myself to walk... Tomorrow class still got PE lesson but guess can forget about it, wonder whether can wake up tomorrow... hope so... -.-"

Ya... just a few more hours to one of my longest run that i will run ever in my lifetime, wondering next year will i join it again?? Not sure since getting more and more old le, becoming shu shu le.. hard to run... not enough breath... Just don't think about the future, just care about tomorrow which is just a few hours away.. Getting more and more nervous -.-" Leg still continue to pain and scared it will affect my running tomorrow, hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow and i can complete my goal of not resting, running at a constant pace. Althought the timing was not important but... i still wanted to know how far can i go.. wondering whether i can take it? Even if my leg pain? Hack care... run till leg cannot take it... but just wish to finish it safely and after finishing these's a sense of pride ^^. Today leg pain... heart also pain ar... don't know why... never mind about that.. Go through tomorrow first, if able to go through then i know i can take it...

Hmm.. wanted to upload some pictures but since like blogger got some problem in adding.. sianz... cannot upload pics -.-" guess need to go prepare... going friend house later sleep as later going with him at 4am++ and reach there about reaching 5am ba.. still got alot of things to settle... so wait for my good news =D

hao xiang yi jin xi huan shang ni le...

Yesterday was quite stress actually, After a long run from Wednesday.. too tired to study for test so study about a few hours then go sleep already. Wake up about 0845++, almost unable to wake up but lucky my mother wake me up again.. Or else i not going to make it for my exams... wait fail jialat.. but the exam got alot of things to remember, on the way go school, tried to do a last minute revision which i always do whenever i got exams. Reach the class, was quite stress.. Exams got programming & theory, so many things to remember but lucky guess i can manage it.. Maybe a C? Guess that the grade i'm able to reach... Well.. Now i don't really care much about the grades now, as i thinking of not studying the course i now studying, don't really have the interest at all... Maybe going Tourism? Maybe... stress need to plan my future already.. After exams go for afternoon lesson. Programming again and again.. nothing much, after that go back home and continue watching my korean drama "Ai Zai Ha Fou", heard from my friends that was a nice show. After watching for about a few esp, really a nice show.. especially how romantic they are.. How i will can be like them? Love each other deeply.. but since like the time haven come.. nothing much *leg pain* omg...

Today.. leg continue to pain, walking is abit painful and cannot walk fast etc.. But today also lucky of mother waking me up again haha, or else guess late again? Today go school earlier then my class as class advisor ask a few of our classmates for some discussion about class outing and wanted us to plan some games to play at school. Haiz.. these kind i guess sure a lot of my classmates will not come at all, kind of childish? Sort of interaction between classmates? But seriously not all classmates are close, always all in different groups, some loner.. some don't like to talk, some talking like shooting MG, so many.. Want them to play together? Guess unless class advisor say that never attend the outing cut 10 marks then maybe they will consider.. haha =x. After class finish, have my lunch then headed home.. Don't feel like going elsewhere as leg still continue to pain and the weather was not that good or not. Considering go swimming but then since like going to rain soon.. =/

Afternoon nothing much.. at home watch my show again.. then receive a call that go grandmum house eat.. and a farewell dinner to my auntie which is going back her country. Here's an ugly pics of me taken with her... hope to see her next time =D.


Ugly and fat right... -.-" Tomorrow working from 10am - 6pm!! haha!! Sunday 42km standard chartered marathon!! leg pain & sad!! wonder can take it or not.. hope got encouragement from someone lo.. =D