After Wednesday.. Whole body was aching all the way from Thursday to today Friday.. Body unable to function correctly at all, just sitting down also need to consider because there's pain everywhere.. Waking up from bed unable to bend myself up, need to crawl out of bed.. OMG.. felt like have run a 42km run again.. Lolz... but the last marathon.. the pain.. but got the pride of running it as the longest race that i ever run in my lifetime? Maybe next year joining?? Depend ba.. getting older and older as the days goes by..
But somehow manage to go for work on Thursday and Friday... After school till 1pm, then hurry rush down to work from 2pm - 10pm. Really very poor these few days... need a lot of money after my genting trip... Everything in this whole world need money $$, but as earn money is to spend.. since the money not going to go with you as you pass away.. But i wanted to earn some money for future use but kind of my hard earn money is like flowing water, come in but come out more? I don't have the habit of buying clothes etc... Think haven paid $200++ to my father because of the washing machine at home.. OMG... so fast already have to look after the house and pay for household bill le... SO OLD already... hate getting more and more older... more responsibility.
Now my mother is currently injured and i know i need to bear some responsibility in look after the house, but then somehow nowadays only ask me do this do this.. I still need to go school and work at the same time and go home have to bear all this... Although i know i should do this but then... i still felt very tired. Keep on seeing my brother playing maplestory all the way?? And i have to be called out half-way when i was doing my own things to wash dishes? haiz... maybe as the son, there's always something that i need to bear... I know i should not grumbler so much... Guess.. blogging the only way that i can express myself out.
Now the only mind concept i had in mind is.. try to earn more $$, buy something good for myself and maybe go for another holiday for me to relax myself away from this stress world. I kind of feel like the life i'm living now... Don't have life at all.. Maybe it's all fated ba.. and i have to carry on with my life... zzzz... Work work work... sleep sleep sleep.. school school school... that's my life.. -.-"