Hmm.. today is christmas eve.. A day for a big celebrations but think that people like me are lonely lo.. Now weather outside very cold.. Keep on raining and raining.. Just like what my heart is now =x but more heavily ba.. lolz! Actually wanted to go work today but then christmas eve.. somemore no double pay for what.. somemore yesterday althought late for work but then at night left a few staffs only and have to work all the way instead to 2330. First time checking more then 1 1 coach.. Hmm.. experience.. But guess this job not going to work longer, maybe just for another few months.. Maybe till my graduation and found a suitable full-time job for me.

Maybe can consider it after my company Dinner & dance celebration. Hmm.. go enjoy first ba... After graduation.. Don't know can get what kind of job, but if working.. not going to work anything related to the studies that I'm studying now... Guess I'm not suitable for engineering, lolz... guess i wasted a lot of years of study just wasting my time. Should be studying part-time and work full-time after graduation, guess going to be tough but need to be strong :)

Today christmas eve and guess I'm going to be alone again for 22years ba, haha xi guan le.. Don't know whether later going out celebrate or not... keep on raining and raining.. so cold.. This year not quite a good year for me.. Maybe next year will be better for me ba. Nothing much.. Merry Christmas to everyone out there!! :)